
also, read the article on the Jan 9 2012 New Yorker about Leonard Ursaci

also, read the article on the Jan 9 2012 New Yorker about Leonard Ursaci
— Rolling Thunder, founder of Meta Tantay
ART THOUGHTZ: Relational Aesthetics (by HennesyYoungman)
My soul preached to me and said” do not be delighted because of praise, and do not become distressed because of blame.
Ere my soul counselled me, I doubted the worth of my work.
Now I realize trees blossom in Spring and bear fruit in the Summer without seeking praise; and they drop their leaves in Autumn and become naked in Winter without fearing blame.
"— Kahlil Gibran, “My Soul Preached to Me”
— the canon, by Natalie Angier
A note on the piece from the creators, Brandon Bloch and Steven Greenstreet:
“We instantly went to Tumblr and made hotchicksofoccupywallstreet.tumblr.com. Our original ideas were admittedly sophomoric: Pics of hot chicks being all protesty, videos of hot chicks beating drums in slow-mo, etc. But when we arrived at Zuccotti Park in New York City, it evolved into something more.
There was a vibrant energy in the air, a warmth of community and family, and the voices we heard were so hopeful and passionate. Pretty faces were making signs, giving speeches, organizing crowds, handing out food, singing, dancing, debating, hugging and marching.”
The Occupation of Wall Street was, plain and simple meant to be a rejection of corporate America. But the video and author’s description above are instead a sendup to the very culture the occupiers claim to be corrupting. The music sounds like a Rick Perry campaign commercial and acts as a silencer to further their agenda of objectification. Oh, right, there are those three soundbites that capture the maternal essence of ALL of those hotchicksatoccupywallstreet. Are the hotchicksatoccupywallstreet concerned with the IMF, or say, pushing for collective bargaining in the Teachers Union? No, hotchicksatoccupywallstreet only talk about children, beauty, children, Gandhi and children.
From the outset, the imagery circulating the internet of “Occupy Wall Street” is reflective of a white and young adherence. Paradoxically, this video “piece” has three people of color in it, which, sadly seems like a lot when it comes to OWS coverage. Even stranger, two of the three women of color featured in the film are given voice, whereas the white women remain objects of beauty. Peculiar, ey? Taken straight from the pages of the corporate America’s advertising handbook, the reproduction of images seen in this video play into the reinforcement of the white woman’s stand alone beauty and the black and brown woman’s strength.
I feel like I don’t even need to speak to how the Bloch and Greenstreet cop to standards of beauty so i’ll just make a list to save time:
skinny + white + slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww music + +slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww images + no voice = carefree white girl
It is monstrosities such as this one that add to my skepticism of having a movement without intentionality. If, from the beginning there was a “General Assembly” that looked more like the General Assembly at the UN, and if from the beginning there was thought put into the whole IDEA of what occupation has meant in this country (see: COLONIALISM) and how skeptical people of color are to that notion I think that we’d be seeing a much more nuanced and thoughtful process. The call for the redistribution of wealth alone does not get at the root of the problem. We have to think about this more critically and we have to be more vigilant of those (like homeboys that made this video) that are trying to keep existing power structures steadily in place.
As a woman and as a woman of color who has been down there various times since its inception, I’m not comfortable yet. Help me get there and not by doing DUMB SHIT LIKE THIS.
Video submitted by Nona Willis-Aronowitz who writes over at GOOD magazine.

After a full 25 days of employment, it appears that I may be headed for a layoff.
I was hired to be a counselor for school - age children. I knew walking into it that elementary schools include children under 12 years old. I also knew that I woul not be spending all day with people less than 3 feet tall. Nothing personal, it’s just that they’re not my forte.
Something like 15 minutes into my first day of work, I found out that the program funders were “changing directions” - towards the 3 foot and under crowd. This new restructuring also includes making my position part time, potentially.
I left a job making bank to come here, to work part time with people who are 3 feet tall? no. no. no. that is not what i was hired for. not even close.
The rub is that, the agency has known a change was coming since before I was hired. They only filled my position because they were afraid of loosing the position all together.
Here’s what I am thinking. What my first- mind is telling me to do: not say anything to anyone. let this unfold. if i am asked to take part time work at part time pay, check the unemployment laws, and if they are in my favor, use unemployment as a time to get a new career started.
The program hired me, because the position had been open for quite some time, and in orer to not loose the funding for the position, they hired me. Not once in the interview did I claim to have any specific experience with younger children other than an internship in grad school. This is important to know because The reason the position was open for-evah was because the company has known for quite sometime that they were heading into a serious restructuring and would be moving into a different focus. So they
a jog in the rain. some early morning gym class dancing. a lap through the farmers market before agreeing the bodega is really much better for staple food items. some errands. some hott now fall clothes.some emailing and a beer or 2.
no fights. no smoking. no negative energy.
with all and absolute respect to those i haven’t seen in the past month- i love you and wish you a life full of fulfilled wishes.

i believe in forgiveness. holding on to anger is only good for harming self. once it has been made clear what, if any, amends are going to be made, it is best to forgive. the person who hurt you does not know that you are still angry, and therefore your anger does little in the way of punishing them. the anger you hold inside, or vocalize, only serves to change your perceptions and attitude towards self and others.
to forgive, allows the self to move on. to release the anger and resentment, the regret, serves to allow you to be more present and authentic.
i cannot change you, or the past. i can change my thoughts and feelings.
sometimes, i have to forgive myself for disrespecting myself. i am working on that now. i am working on forgiving myself for disrespecting my body, and my spirit, and my inner voice. my ignoring my inner voice, i damaged myself. i am going to forgive myself, and i am going to repair the damage.
i am also working to forgive myself and another person for the destructive relationship we developed. i think that once i can forgive myself, i can forgive this person easier. plus, it’s most important that i take care of me. so- i forgive myself, and then others- all for the sake of taking care of me.
i dont want to die from taking on too much pain or regret. i think that forgiving is preventative medicine.
so each day, i work towards complete forgiveness. because i have more to do in life, and cannot let the past keep me from my future.
today, i write this as offering to myself. i am choosing to see this pain and dissapointment as something that i had to go through to get to here. that all that has happened, though hard, has made me more prepared and open for what follows.
i have never felt more open to being peaceful and happy. i believe that i have gone through a dark maze, only to arrive here more confident and trusting and loving of myself. i am for the first time, beginning to feel comfortable in my skin. i am not going to be in pain much more, before i am ready to smile from the deepest recess of my spirit.
and to those who were part of this dark time- i believe that you too have been transformed by this, and are closer than ever to finding your own sense of peace.