a month into the new job- and i want out. the commute is deadly, the job is rote boring, i can not sleep, i am stressed out, depressed, anxious, angry, isolated, in physical pain…i have never felt as bad as i do now.
i am scared of asking erhu for help as i dont want to overwhelm him, or anyone else with my problms- which i feel responsible for. i dont want people to know. but i need out.
